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Post by NATALIE ROSE OWENS on Feb 16, 2013 0:48:15 GMT -5
| [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, background-color:#f4f4f4; width:400px; padding:8px; border: 8px solid #9b6464;] she‘s had all she can take SOMETHING’S GOTTA MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE. I DON‘T KNOW WHERE IT IS BUT SOMETHING‘S GOTTA GIVE
Natalie furrowed her brow. This girl was talking like she lived someplace really grand. The only family she knew like that were the Zakarian’s. Natalie herself didn’t know the Zakarian’s but her father talked about them from time to time. ”Have you thought about trying to learn?” Her head tilted to the side in confusion as she fiddled with her pen for a moment. ”Why aren’t you allowed in there? Because of your condition?” This sounded like there were so many loops and turns which had to be awful. To not even be allowed to go swimming? That was one of the greatest exercises though Natalie wasn’t really gun-ho for it anymore. Perhaps one day she would be again.
”Well, since my mother died he’s withdrawn into him self. He does his things with the church but otherwise is home. People just find him odd.” Natalie still loved her father even if he was “quirky”. After all, he was her dad and the only parent she had left. Plus, he had been nothing but understanding the last couple of months. What else could she ask for? As sad as it was he was truly her best friend. she didn’t even have female friends she was that close with which is why her clothes were usually not flattering on her and she only knew how to put on foundation and mascara. Natalie didn’t even own a blow dryer, that’s how little female influences she had in her life.
Natalie rubbed at her upper arm. Since that night on the boat a relationship wasn’t something she was keen on. Even if they hadn’t sexually assaulted her she still felt their hands on her. And let the pressure of when that Avery person pressed a kiss through the duct tape. Romance and relationships were far from her mind. Her head shook at Autumn’s desires for that fairytale romance. ”No it’s not silly. I think nearly everyone wants that type of relationship. I did at one point.” Sure, despite not being very social she did dream of her very own Prince Charming. Heck, she may even have a bonafide knight in shining armor who saved her form the boat but she didn’t know.
Natalie placed her hands in front of her so one sat on top of the other. ”You don’t even want to go visit your dad? I know I’d go crazy if I was separated from mine.” That and right now he was like another extension of Natalie. She hardly went anywhere off school property without him. The bathroom and her room were about it.
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Post by AUTUMN WYNTER SOMMER on Feb 19, 2013 9:47:20 GMT -5
Autumn nodded slowly, sighing softly. "Yeah my family is afraid I'll end up back in the hospital. They seem to think I'll die if I don't take it easy for the rest of my life." Which wasn't such a crazy thought. She knew there were risks but she decided to ignore them all. If she couldn't have fun and enjoy life, was she really even living? "I'm sure I can convince them someday. I'm pretty persuasive." Well most of the time her family just wanted to keep her happy.
"I'm sorry about that..." She said, meaning that she didn't have her mother. "We all live differently, I wouldn't judge your father on that..." She really didn't judge anyone. Autumn didn't know enough of the world to really know how to judge people.
She nodded slowly, shifting slightly in her sleep. She was afraid of bringing up bad memories for Natalie so tried to steer the conversation away from anything that might upset her. If Natalie wanted to talk to her about it, she would but probably not to her, she was, after all, a complete stranger.
"I'll be more than happy to help if you need any with your studies. Homework is like my favorite thing to do..." She flushed slightly, embarrassed. It was definitely an odd hobby of hers but she couldn't help it, she loved to learn and figure things out. It kept her brain working even when the rest of her body didn't want to work.
"Oh my dad... well... we're not very close. He is a CEO for a big corporation in Boston so when I was in the hospital he was working all the time. My mom moved up here to stay with her parents, my grandparents and he stayed down there. I think they're separating but they haven't told me. I'm pretty sure they think they're keeping it a secret but its really obvious to me." Sometimes her family tended to forget how smart she actually was and treated her like a small fragile child. One day they would figure it out, she was sure. And they didn't mean any harm from it, they really truly thought they were being helpful so she couldn't be upset with them.
"I mean I guess I'll probably eventually see him but I'm not in any rush... I guess that's kinda rude but I want to live up here and experience Hope Harbor and try to remember everything I left behind."
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Post by NATALIE ROSE OWENS on Feb 21, 2013 0:59:04 GMT -5
| [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, background-color:#f4f4f4; width:400px; padding:8px; border: 8px solid #9b6464;] she‘s had all she can take SOMETHING’S GOTTA MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE. I DON‘T KNOW WHERE IT IS BUT SOMETHING‘S GOTTA GIVE
”Oh,” Natalie drew out thoughtfully. Living her life had to be really rough. They both seemed to have plenty of things going on in their lives. There was a companionable silence for a moment as the thoughts settled. ”Well nothing says you have to go full blown with the laps. There’s plenty of small things you can do. Maybe by the time they let up on you I won‘t be so afraid of the water myself.” Natalie’s gaze went down to the where she knew the scar on her leg was. Even if she couldn’t see it just looking in that direction roved dangerous. There was a sharp drew in of air before she brought herself back to the present.
Natalie nodded. ”I’m glad. Him and I haven’t exactly had it easy the last few years so some juvenile minds passing judgment really doesn’t help things.” Natalie would love her father no matter what. He really was her rock.
she wasn’t unaware of how Autumn shifted. Natalie hated how people acted like she was a porcelain doll. Yes, she had some demons she was battling but it wasn’t anything she couldn’t handle. She did have her moments but if everyone handled her with kid gloves then she’d never get better. Apparently she had to start exposing herself to more things and new experiences. She did sigh in relief about Autumn helping her with her studies. ”Actual I may take you up on your offer. I was out of school for a month and a half. I did the best that I could on my own but I’m still lost on some things.” Natalie wasn’t dumb just she could barely leave her bed for a good three weeks, let alone do any homework. The teachers were being patient but she was honestly lost with a lot of things.
Natalie frowned. How sad to not be close to one of your parents and even sadder to know they may be separating. Natalie’s heart really went out to Autumn on so many levels. ”What makes you think they’re separating? Because he stayed down there? If he is the CEO of a big corporation it makes sense that he’d stay there at least for a bit of time.” Perhaps it was because she didn’t believe in divorce but that was a hard thing to think about. Of course divorce happened but when Natalie got married she wanted that to be it. If it meant she wanted years then fine but with her being in love with someone meant doing everything you could to make things work.
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