it's been a really messed up week....samuel

[LEILA ANN ZAKARIAN]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 400px; padding-top:10px;][cs=2] THE STORY OF WHO I AM` SO MANY STORIES OF WHERE I‘VE BEEN. AND HOW I GOT TO WHERE I AM. BUT THESE STORIES DON’T MEAN ANYTHING, WHEN YOU’VE GOT NO ONE TO TELL THEM TO. IT’S TRUE, I WAS MADE FOR- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - you
[atrb=width,240][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 240px; padding-top:10px;] Leila was not having a good day. Her father sprang on the family today that apparently she had another cousin! A whole other side to her family! Her father had a sister but she was disowned so that’s why not even her grandparents talked about her or her daughter. Well, this daughter was coming to live with them. Her mother had skipped town or was in jail or something so she needed a place to go. The girl was a nursing student so she didn’t really have anyplace to live as she relied on scholarships. Leila’s father had offered for her to live with them in one of the basement guestrooms until they could figure out if her brothers would share a room again. With that, she went off to see a good friend of hers, Samuel. Between that and her indiscretion with Daniel she was freaking out. All on top of the crazy hormones from her period coming up, she was an emotional rollercoaster. She needed some serious guidance and for once, not from Reagan. No, sometimes Samuel helped calm her down best. They had been friends longer and she watched over his daughter from time to time. There were moments it got weird because they had briefly dated but things were calm now. Hopefully it wouldn’t be weird talking about Daniel. As soon as she had parked her car, Leila was bounding up the stairs. She just wanted to get up there. She already knew Victoria wasn’t around so it made this easy. Using the key Daniel had given her, she unlocked his door and pushed her way in. ”Ok, so what do you have hiding from your little angel that I can sip on? I am having a shittastic day and a happy drink sounds like a good idea to me.” Leila started to go through his cupboards that were out of Anastasia’s reach. But a peek around revealed he wasn’t in the living room. That was odd. With a furrowed brow and frown, she pushed open his door which was cracked. His stupid night job. Not in a mood to wait she kicked off her shoes and bounded on the bed. ”HEY! Wake your ass up. I need you butt hole!”	[atrb=width,100][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 100px; padding-top:10px;] outfit , here tagged , Samuel notes , The funniness that shall ensue
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just keep chasing pavements even though it

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[atrb=width,240] It had been a late night and Sammy had just finished work and he was clocking out when his boss came up ot him and offered for him to work a little longer and he will get paid well. Sammy was ready to go home and tuck his little girl into bed but he needed the money so he did work overtime no longer then he wanted that is. Sammy finished his last set for the night nad he was done no more no less Sammy finally clocked out not looking ot run into his boss and he grabbed her jacket pulled it over him and headed out the back door to wear he parked his truck. Once to his truck Sammy hopped in started his truck and drove off home. Sammy was happy to be going home and getting into his nice big bed and sleep in the next day. Sammy got home pretty fast and as he parked his truck i nthe driveway he saw that victoria's car was gone and that meant she went out of town so Sammy had the house to himself other then his daughter. Sammy got out and walked into his house and looked in the living room and saw the babysitter and he paid her and she left then Sammy when to his room to get into his pajamas before heading to is daughters room. Sammy Got changed and went to kiss his daughter goodnight but when he walked in she was already asleep so he left the room and went back to his room. once there Sammy closed his door a crack and then jumped onto his bed and fell asleep. The night went to day and Sammy was sleeping well that was until someone jumped on his bed and told him to get up. Rubbing his eyes Sammy looked to see a blurry brunette on his bed. After his eyes adjusted he saw it was Leila and he smiled at her "Let tired people lay" he said falling back on his bed and closing his eyes hoping Leila would let him sleep.

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[LEILA ANN ZAKARIAN]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 400px; padding-top:10px;][cs=2] THE STORY OF WHO I AM` SO MANY STORIES OF WHERE I‘VE BEEN. AND HOW I GOT TO WHERE I AM. BUT THESE STORIES DON’T MEAN ANYTHING, WHEN YOU’VE GOT NO ONE TO TELL THEM TO. IT’S TRUE, I WAS MADE FOR- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - you
[atrb=width,240][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 240px; padding-top:10px;] Leila frowned before she grunt. ”No! Tired people do not get to sleep when frantic people need hugs and understanding.” Leila collapsed her own legs so she sat on Samuel’s back, a leg on either side of him. She reached down and tickled at his sides but didn’t laugh. She really was serious about needing to talk to him about things in her. It was completely upside down. The very, very few female friends she had told seemed thrilled that she was with Daniel and encouraged her but she needed a guys perspective. After all this whole charting into the waters of dating your brother’s best friend was a murky one. Not wanting his daughter to get the wrong idea if she walked in, Leila rolled off him but laid on his side. Their dynamic was odd. The two had been friends for awhile; so long in fact that they tried to date about a year and a half ago. In the end, it just didn’t fit right and that was the last time Leila attempted to date anyone. She figured if things couldn’t work with a guy she was close to then who else could it possibly work with? After all, the best relationships were formed on the basis of friendship. Sure, with the relationship with Daniel there was a friendship there. And there was a friendship between him and her family. That made things even more complicated. Or perhaps easier? See, this is why she needed advice from a guy! Leila poked a this side until he finally paid attention to her. Or acted like it. Or whatever he was doing. Finally, she gave up, sighed and rolled on her back. As she spoke, she grabbed at his blanket and fiddled with it. ”Since you’re half asleep, I suppose I should just talk until you wake your happy ass up. So my dad dropped a bomb shell today. Apparently he has a sister, so me an aunt, I never knew about. Oh and a cousin who is apparently going to come live with us. All while I deal with my own issue of school and this new frigged up relationship I have going on. So my options are either get drunk, really drunk or so drunk I forget I have a face on my head. Help me pick which one to do because I need to tell Reagan if I need to sleep on her couch so no one knows I’m wasted beyond recognition.” Leila’s brows went up as she looked at him with a sarcastic smile on her face.	[atrb=width,100][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 100px; padding-top:10px;] outfit , here tagged , Samuel notes , The funniness that shall ensue
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s h o u ld i g i v e u p o r s h o u l d i

just keep chasing pavements even though it

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[atrb=width,240] As Sammy tired to get back to sleep he felt Leila get on top of him and start to tickle him. He put the pillow over his head to muffle his laughs and wiggled to get Leila off. After she got off and laid next to him and moved the pillow from over his head to under it he knew he wont get sleep now that she as here. Sammy opened his eyes and listened to her talk and he nodded "I'm always here you know that if you want to get drunk then do it here and if you cant go home you always have a place to sleep....next to me in my bed" she said nudging her then getting up walking over to his dresser to get some clothes on. Not caring Leila being in the room Sammy began to undress then he went to the connected bathroom and washed his face. After a few moments Sammy came back out and grabbed a pair of boxers from his dresser and slipped them on then he grabbed a pair of jeans out of his bottom drawer and slipped them on then hopped on his bed and grabbed Leila into a big hug. Sammy smiled at Leila and grabbed her chin with his hand and slowly moved into her and lightly kissed her on the cheek then he stopped and moved over and reached under his bed and pulled out a bottle of jack daniels and handed it to her "Is this what you want baby" he said to her and it didn't matter him calling her baby it was what he had always called her even before they dated and it wasnt going to change now. Sammy looked at his clock and reached over Leila and grabbed his phone and dialed a number then pushing a few buttons and hanging up. Sammy got up and walked out of his room and went to the kitchen to get a couple of cups and some sugar food to munch on he then went back to his room closed the door and got onto his bed and waited for Leila to vent. Sammy's phone had beeped and her grabbed it and looked ad smiled "Well this house will be all hours in a couple of mins" he said setting his phone down and taking the jack and pouring some in his cup and handed Leila hers then he set his cup down he wanted to wait for his brother to pick up Ana before drinking and speaking of Ana Sammy stood up and walked out of his room to his daughter to get her ready. When Sammy got his daughter room she was just waking up and he went over to her "hello sweetie want to go see your uncle Aidan" he said grabbing her and getting some clothes on her before walking her back to his room. As soon as they got back to Sammy's Room Ana saw Leila and went and jumped on her "LEWA LEWA" she said hopping up and down. Ana spent lots of time with Leila so she sorta of got close. Sammy smiled at Ana and Leila and laid back on his bed. Ana looked at the cup Leila had ans pursed her lips "Can I has some pwees" she said looking at Leila and Sammy couldnt help but laugh.

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[LEILA ANN ZAKARIAN]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 400px; padding-top:10px;][cs=2] THE STORY OF WHO I AM` SO MANY STORIES OF WHERE I‘VE BEEN. AND HOW I GOT TO WHERE I AM. BUT THESE STORIES DON’T MEAN ANYTHING, WHEN YOU’VE GOT NO ONE TO TELL THEM TO. IT’S TRUE, I WAS MADE FOR- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - you
[atrb=width,240][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 240px; padding-top:10px;] Leila felt like a weight was lifting of her shoulders. She probably should be going to Daniel about the cousin thing but they had only had their first…whatever a couple nights ago. Plus, she had to go out all of that so this was a logical place to go. Also, knowing Alex by what he said, he was probably off to drag Daniel away to get drunk over all the new revelations. She’d know when Daniel had been told because he would probably text her. It wouldn’t do good if his girlfriend said something first. If she was his girlfriend. The two sort of had to figure that out. Another reason she was desperate to get drunk-she had no clue if making out meant they were a couple or what. ”Good! Because I plan to drink so much I forget my name and not be able to feel my face.” As Samuel began to take his clothes out, Leila moved to pull her phone out of her pocket. She figures she should text Daniel and Reagan she wouldn’t be around tonight. ”Though I may end up on the couch. I trust you and all but this whole weird relationship thing is all screwy as we start out. Don’t need him freaking out if he hears anything.” Leila smiled at Daniel when he gave her the peck on the cheek. Once upon a time that may have been romantic for her but now she was used to it. Most of her and her friends did that though now she probably should be cautious. Unless she talked to Daniel first? Just more murky waters she would be treading into. Good thing she had eaten right before coming. She could drink a little then eat some. ”Um yes please and them some more. I hope Jose and Sam Adams are hiding somewhere in this apartment as well. I need my four boys to get me through these rollercoaster of emotions.” Leila knew deep down eventually things may have to change but hoped not too much. When Daniel wasn’t around, Samuel had become her security blanket of someone she could be close to. A part of her was hopeful that the two boys would be able to get alone. ”Good, because as soon as Anastasia is gone, I’m going off in full rant mode by the way.” While Leila watched him leave to go get his toddler ready, Leila downed the first cup. After she poured her second cup and started to sip is when the brunette beauty came crawling into the bed. ”Hey sweetie!” Leila tried to move her arm and the cup but Anastasia was faster. Still, she kept a firm grip. With her free hand she tickled Anastasia before setting her cup aside. ”No that’s a big, big kid drink. But you can get this instead.” And with that, Leila showered the little girl in tons of kisses. Even if Leila would have troubles having kids or couldn’t carry her own, at least she could have fun with the kids in her life she did know.	[atrb=width,100][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 100px; padding-top:10px;] outfit , here tagged , Samuel notes , The funniness that shall ensue
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s h o u ld i g i v e u p o r s h o u l d i

just keep chasing pavements even though it

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[atrb=width,240] Sammy sat up and watches Leila kiss and play with Leila and it reminded him of his wife who left them and her took a deep breath and gabbed his cupping taking his whole drink in one gulped the grabbed the bottle and poured another then he set it down and grabbed Ana "Anny bear you ready to go" he said smiling at her and grabbed the stuffed animal on his bed and handed it to her and she began to play with it. Sammy looked at Leila and smiled "I guess you can take Victoria's room she is out of town" he said as she heard the doorbell and she hoped out of bed and rain to get the door. A few moments later Sammy came back with his brother following behind him and as soon as Aiden walked in Ana got excited and went over to him and he picked her up "Her stuff is all ready to go I left it in her room" he said leading her brother out and saying his goodbyes and soon the brother was out the door and gone. Sammy stopped in the kitchen and behind all the cans of food and stuff was his achohol and he grabbed the bottles and headed to his room. Once in his room Sammy tossed the bottles on his bed and then sat on the bed himself and grabbed his cup and began to drink on it. It was nice to have Leila over since he been so busy he 'seen her lately unless he was dropping his daughter of as he went to work. There was times when Sammy wished he had a better job but wuth the way his life was going he was not sure if he was able ot get a job that paid him enough to support himself and he little girl. Sammy was a good guy he may act like an ass but you would to if you was left with a little baby to take care of all by yourself. It had been almost 4 years since his wife left them and he still wears the ring, in the back of his mind Sammy would wish she would come back into there lives but he knows its for the best. Sammy poured him another cup but added all the bottles and made it as strong as possible so he can get drunk and not think to much of his life for it would make him really sad he kept on.

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[LEILA ANN ZAKARIAN]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 400px; padding-top:10px;][cs=2] THE STORY OF WHO I AM` SO MANY STORIES OF WHERE I‘VE BEEN. AND HOW I GOT TO WHERE I AM. BUT THESE STORIES DON’T MEAN ANYTHING, WHEN YOU’VE GOT NO ONE TO TELL THEM TO. IT’S TRUE, I WAS MADE FOR- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - you
[atrb=width,240][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 240px; padding-top:10px;] Leila loved being around her friends. Samuel had been there for her when she needed it most over the years and she could never thank him enough for that. She tried by being their because of his wife leaving. She’d help him out however she could, even if she had to be sly about it like buying Ana something “cute” she “happened to see” while out shopping with friends. Or sometimes she’d bring by some leftovers from the restaurant and leave them in his fridge. Leila didn’t care if he got upset or not because she would ignore him if he did. ”Ok then cool. I’m normally ok with it but I have to respect his wishes.” Leila shrugged. It wasn’t an unfair thought process that Daniel had but she knew which friends would try stuff and which ones wouldn’t. Despite that, she always had respect for any relationship she was in no matter how new or awkward. When Ana ran to her uncle, Leila moved to rest her weight on one arm as she was on her side. The other hand held her cup that she drank from. ”Hello Mister Aiden! Long time no see. I am beginning to think you no longer love me.” Leila put on a very much fake pout before she laughed. She knew he wouldn’t be here for long so only kept it to some small talk. When Samuel came back with more alcohol she moved to lay on her stomach and pour herself more to drink. Leila hid the fact she drank from her family. They wouldn’t be happy because of her treatments. They worked best if she didn’t get drunk. Plus, she was underage so they wouldn’t be thrilled because of that end either. What they didn’t know wouldn’t hurt her nor them though. Once through her third cup, Leila grunted. ”So which part should I start with? The fact that I have a second cousin that I never even knew about or the fact that I am dating one of my brother’s best friends? Because both are extremely awkward, f*cking stressful and causes to get beyond shit faced.” few people saw the vulgar side of Leila and she was quickly getting there. Usually people saw her sweet side but when alone with people she was really close with, that side fell away very quickly.	[atrb=width,100][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 100px; padding-top:10px;] outfit , here tagged , Samuel notes , The funniness that shall ensue
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