shame on...who? me or you? |daniel & alex|

[LEILA ANN ZAKARIAN]

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[atrb=width,240][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 240px; padding-top:10px;] Leila turned to bury her face in her pillow. No, wait, not her pillow. Daniel’s pillow. After she took a few breath in, she decided to open her eyes. With her face still down, she replayed last night in her mind. Though they had been hooking up in a more serious fashion for about a week, last night was the first time she had stayed over. She had wanted to go home but Daniel had been very convincing in getting her to stay over. When he wanted to, he could persuade her to do just about anything. He had figured out some of her weaknesses growing up and now he found her more intimate weaknesses. Even so, she had a small bag packed and in her car just in case. It was usually her emergency bag for the rare times she got drunk and needed to stay over a friends house. Clothes got refreshed and it was always in her trunk waiting to be used. When she finally decided to move away from the pillow she turned her head to find Daniel wasn’t in bed. Leila pushed her body upwards so she was on her elbows. It was normal for her to lay on her stomach as it was the most comfortable position. For staying at Daniel’s it was an advantage since her stomach and inner hips were her major weak spots. Knowing Daniel, he’d try to use that to delay Leila from leaving making her alte to places like work. Which, made her think to look at the clock. Oh, good, it was still morning. Leila was working the late shift tonight which meant she had to work from three thirty pm until midnight or later. By the time she got home she would be ready to just pass right out. Tonight wouldn’t be a night to visit Daniel unfortunately so a text or call would have to do. If a phone call, she would have to do it on her way home. Once home it got a bit trickier. They had been together for about a month now. It was back in July when things had unfolded and now it was almost mid-August. Neither had really ventured into the territory of saying if they loved one another yet. Leila was more cautious because of things on her end. Plus, she hadn’t really told her family about them being a couple yet. Which brought her to the problem of communicating when at her house. One of her brothers had heard her when she had been on the phone for an hour or two one night along with all her other conversations. He never heard the name but bugged her about who she was dating. Once at the dinner table. Leila was good about getting her family to back off her. She was somewhat honest after all. She told them that things were just starting out and she wanted to test the waters, especially with everything going on in her life. Her parents had bought it but her younger brother was still pestering her. Because of that, Leila now had to be careful about anyone hearing her phone calls. It would be nice once they decided to tell everyone. With her arms as leverage, she twisted her body so she was now sitting upright in Daniel’s bed. She stretched her body upwards and side to side. As she started to wake up more, she heard the shower going. Leila pushed the comforter off her before she placed her feet on the floor. That poor guy last night must have been roasting. No matter the time of year, she always had a comforter on her at night. Hopefully he wasn’t too warm. As quietly as she could, Leila crept into his bathroom. Her bag was on the floor in the corner where she discarded her panties. The night before she hadn’t really slept in a top but being how she was, at least her bottoms went back on. Just at well, whatever time it was, she didn’t care to put any type of shirt on. As soon as she was able to, she stepped into the shower area and wrapped her arms around his waist. Her lips pressed kisses along his shoulder blades. ”Morning. Why didn’t you wake me up?” Leila liked the quiet of his home as she was able to get some extra sleep but she wouldn’t have minded at all if he had woken her up. Especially if he had woken her up in any fashion of the way he had kept her awake last night.	[atrb=width,100][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 100px; padding-top:10px;] outfit , nothing for now tagged , Daniel & Alex notes , Just a thought-Daniel should post first then the order can go from there however we all want
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[DANIEL MARCUS ZAKARIAN]

It had been a month already? Time was moving faster than what he thought it was moving. It seemed like only yesterday he had climbed up into Leila’s window and they had that amazing heart to heart conversation with one another that ended in a make out session and him staying the night. It was one of his favorite memories that they had together. Or well it was on the top seven most favorite memories that they shared together. There had been times they went places together to just hang out. Hopefully her brother hadn’t noticed anything strange going on between them. The other week she had told him about her brother that was still questioning who she was dating.

When he woke up in the morning after their long and amazing night he looked around. Everything seemed so much brighter and sharper now. Rubbing the sleep from his eyes he turned over to look at the beautiful girl sound asleep in the bed next to him. For fifteen minutes he sat there contemplating on if he should wake her up or let her sleep. The decision to let her sleep won out because she looked so content just laying there asleep. After last night he couldn’t blame her for needing a lot of rest.

Softly he slipped out of bed so he wouldn’t disturb her sleep. Walking into the bathroom he closed the door and looked around. He was going to have to get ready for the day. Maybe they would sneak out and go some place for lunch. If not they could always order out and have something good delivered to them here. His eyes spotted her bag in the corner where she left it and he smiled. Having her here a lot more was going to be so amazing. In this house it was boring and lonely not having anyone living here with him. It didn’t help the house was so big!

After he finished brushing his teeth he walked over to the control panel and started one of Bach’s symphonies so he would have music while showering. He then switched the menu and turned on the open shower that was under the skylight. All of it was an open concept with two showers. One was an open shower in the middle of the bathroom with a rainfall shower head. The second one was near the corner with only three walls and an open side that you could walk into. It had a waterfall showerhead. Pressing the button he mixed the water with soap this way he wouldn’t need to buy any soap and have it in the shower.

Walking into the shower with the walls he smiled and stood under the water as he thought about how amazing everything had been. The hot water ran over his body as a soft sigh came from his lips. His eyes looked up to the sky to see it was a bright sunny day. When he felt the slender arms wrap around his middle he smiled as he moved pressing back against her. His hand came up and he placed them over hers as a large smile came onto his lips. “You looked so content I didn’t want to bother you.” Turning around he leaned in and placed a kiss onto her soft lips. “Good morning. How’d you sleep?” It was amazing that he could wake up with her being his. There was nothing anyone could do to rip that from him.

[LEILA ANN ZAKARIAN]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 400px; padding-top:10px;][cs=2] THE STORY OF WHO I AM` SO MANY STORIES OF WHERE I‘VE BEEN. AND HOW I GOT TO WHERE I AM. BUT THESE STORIES DON’T MEAN ANYTHING, WHEN YOU’VE GOT NO ONE TO TELL THEM TO. IT’S TRUE, I WAS MADE FOR- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - you
[atrb=width,240][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 240px; padding-top:10px;] Leila was used to a much smaller and simpler home. Her and her siblings all shared one bathroom with fixtures that hadn’t been updated in years. For heavens sakes, it had a tub and shower combination. Then she came here and Daniel had two showerheads and they were way more sophisticated then the ones in her house. They were attached to the ceiling and had more setting then she knew what to do with. Eventually she would figure things out. Until the she could learn in the shower with him though. This morning he was in the shower that seemed a bit more normal considering it was slightly enclosed. It was hidden enough she was able to quickly rinse out her mouth and run her toothbrush across her teeth. They were like that newlywed stage of a relationship where you did everything to try to look and smell perfect around one another. Up until last night it had been fairly easy. Leila rubbed her forehead against his neck and smiled. She knew this was how a relationship should be-happy-but that feeling about her condition nagged in the back of her mind. When with him she tried everything to forget about it and honestly it wasn’t too hard. They usually found things to occupy their time, mostly while holed up in his home. They went some places but had to be careful in case her family saw. Perhaps soon they could tell them. They had been together for a little while now so perhaps they’d accept their relationship. Even with all the complications of hiding their relationship, Leila was happier then she had been in awhile. Even her doctors had noticed a change. She no longer went to appointments looking like her world was crashing in. Instead they said she looked hopeful about her condition and the future for the first time. Truthfully, Leila was. She didn’t know nor wanted to predicted if her and Daniel were going to be together forever. Even if they didn’t stay together, she felt hopefully that maybe she could still have that fairytale life. It would be nice if could be Daniel as he already fit so well into her family and the two seemed to mesh so well together. Still, she was always cautiously optimistic. No matter how good her life got, she was always that way. She tipped her head up to meet his lips and smiled. ”Good. I never knew I could sleep someplace so quiet.: Once the initial chill wore off after her body was fairly well soaked, Leila went on her toys to meet his lips and continue kissing. Who said they had to stop having fun just because it was daylight? Her hands traveled down the front of his body until she met his hips, her thumbs running along the lines that created a V at his pelvis. Leila giggled against his lips as she pressed her body forward and continued to tease him.	[atrb=width,100][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 100px; padding-top:10px;] outfit , nothing for now tagged , Daniel & Alex notes , Just a thought-Daniel should post first then the order can go from there however we all want
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[DANIEL MARCUS ZAKARIAN]

Hopefully his home would be good enough for her if in the future they did decide to get engaged and married. He would make sure that he provided everything she was going to need for her and their future life. Maybe even one day they would have kids to fill this place up with! Who knew though? For now he was going to do everything he could to make sure that he was perfect for when they first got together. The sad thing about this was? They had seen one another at their worse way before now. All the times he had spent at the Scott house were enough for him to run into Leila in the mornings on his way to get ready and look good in the mornings. It was cute though how they worried about it now.

When she took hold of him in the shower he couldn’t help but smile. There was something deep inside of hi telling him this was how things were supposed to be. His hands moved back and he placed them on her hips as she rubbed her forehead on his shoulder. What were they going to do today? He had her until three and he wasn’t going to let her go until he had too. Maybe they would be able to tell her family soon! That way they would be able to go out and date in public and no one would tell her parents and they wouldn’t be mad at him for seeing their little girl. He was already part of her family so why not make it legal?

The moment he turned around and held her in his arms he felt so much better. As she tipped her head up he placed soft tender kisses to her lips. “Did you enjoy it at least?” Here where she had no kids or anyone running around the house talking and or screaming. She was allowed to just sleep and enjoy it. Watching her stand on her toes he leaned down once more kissing her. Hands slipped around her waist as they moved down and grabbed her butt lifting her up as he pinned her against the wall in their kiss. Okay so they could have some fun in the morning.

The minute her hands started tracing the V he let out an involuntary moan. “You teasing little minx.” Leaning in he nipped her bottom lip before kissing her again as his body moved against hers. pressing against her more he made sure he was able to support her up as he continued to kiss her faster, his tongue slipping from between his lips into her mouth as he fought against her tongue.

[alex]

theres a thunder in our hearts baby

so much hate for the ones we love

TAG: LEILA&DANIEL OUTFIT: HERE ONE LAST THING: 625 WORDS

Alex had just gotten back into town after being gone for three days. Soul searching? Yes. He had been doing some major soul searching. Like, what his next step was from here. All he had to do was take the Maine Bar Exam to become an official lawyer - the only thing was the studying for the exam. He figured though, he might take up Jude’s offer on him studying with Jude for it. Jude was a good guy - and he knew everything about the bar exam. So, that may be one step. And what was he going to do? Forever crash in his old room at his parents house? That was something he didn’t want - but until he had a stable job.. He couldn’t really go anywhere.

He wanted to stay in Hope. He had missed it for way too long. He missed the harbor, the leap, and the Owl’s Headlight. This was his home. It may be small, and it may be a little quiet, and everyone may know everyone - but this was where his roots were. This was where he wanted his future children’s roots to be.

After his soul searching days, he figured he’d stop buy his best friend’s house and say hello - he kind of felt like an ass for standing him up a few nights ago for a game of pool at Rivalries. He had stood him up though - because that was when he decided to take three days out of the real world and head over to Haven Island for soul searching. It’s amazing what three days out in the wilderness will do to a man. Walking up to the house, he pulled his key out of his pocket (Yes, Alex had a key to Daniel’s place - so that when Alex needed a place to crash other than his parents, he could come here whenever he so pleased) and quietly unlocked the door. He figured he’d surprise Daniel by being at the place. He figured Daniel would be sleeping, and so once he got into the place, he made his way to the kitchen. He opened the door and found that his beer was still there. A smirk appeared on his face as he pulled one out and popped the top. He took a swig and began to head over to the couch when he heard voices - one voice was clearly Daniel’s.. and the other?

It better not be.

Alex listened closely before he started to overreact - and all of a sudden the pit of his stomach dropped down to his toes, and he felt like he had just been slapped in the face by a sumai wrestler. Just as he took an even bigger swig of his beer than the first - finishing off the entire beer right then and there - he heard Daniel’s voice.

“You teasing little minx.”

Alex had been contemplating if he should bust up in there - but after he heard that from Daniel’s vocal cords - there was no contemplating in Alex’s mind. He threw the beer can into the trash can, and headed straight for Daniel’s bathroom.

Without knocking, Alex busted the door open, and of course… he found his sister and Samuel together. In the shower.

“WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOUR’E DOING?!” Alex yelled. He was outraged, and he had to clench his fists before he just killed Daniel without a thought. “I’m gone for THREE days and you two decide to shack up? Really? Daniel, this is my fucking baby sister and after EVERYTHING I did for you - you decide to do this, to me?! This is my BABY SISTER YOU MOTHER F***ING A**HOLE!”

tell me that we both matter dont we

TEMPLATE BY: THERE CAN BE ONLY ONE MIKEY ! @ CAUTION.

[LEILA ANN ZAKARIAN]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 400px; padding-top:10px;][cs=2] THE STORY OF WHO I AM` SO MANY STORIES OF WHERE I‘VE BEEN. AND HOW I GOT TO WHERE I AM. BUT THESE STORIES DON’T MEAN ANYTHING, WHEN YOU’VE GOT NO ONE TO TELL THEM TO. IT’S TRUE, I WAS MADE FOR- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - you
[atrb=width,240][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 240px; padding-top:10px;] There were times Leila felt guilty. Despite the demeanor he placed outwards at people, Daniel was one of the ones who thought with his heart. She was still more held back in some sense of things. Occasionally they talked of future plans, nothing life changing, but planning things for down the road. She hadn’t done that with either of her exes before. Nor had she ever had sex with them either which made this relationship different. They were together just over a month and she decided to lose her virginity to him. Though in all fairness, she had known him much, much longer then her exes. It had been awkward on her end, though, Daniel had been gentle and eased her into things, like he did with everything else in their relationship. He never pushed her when it came to anything at all, even though she hid a huge secret from him. Hence, the guilt Leila felt. She would eventually tell him because despite thinking with her head somewhere she felt like she was actually falling for him. She was just too scared to admit it to anyone. Especially Daniel. Falling in love with someone meant being vulnerable and allowing them to hurt you. Leila didn’t like being vulnerable. Yes, she had loved Samuel but the love with each guy was always different. What she felt was real with him but with Daniel everything was different, almost topsy turvy. She wanted to tell him everything, even her condition, and think about the future. Still, because of who she was she held back. Some people would say she’s crazy if they knew her thoughts because they had only been together roughly five weeks. Yet no one knew how long she had liked him before that. No friends or family. In retrospect, it was probably always him she wanted to be with and that’s why she couldn’t see a future with Samuel; Leila hadn’t let herself move on from her crush with Daniel. That and she was sure Samuel was still in love with his ex-wife but that was a whole other issue she never liked getting into. Still, getting more serious then the two were now was way off. Leila liked taking things slow. Well, as slow as they were. She shifted her weight as he gripped her hips but not because she was anxious, more because she was eager. Leila nodded as she returned his kisses. ”Very much so. Though I’m not sure what I enjoyed more-sleeping or all the activity before.” Leila put a finger to her chin and tapped it thoughtfully but with a amused smirk on her lips. ”Though if I tally up the score in my head, sleeping would be the winner.” Leila laughed before a squeal left her lips as he lifted her. ”Daniel what are you doing!” chimed out in the air. Her nails dug into his upper arms with gentle pressure as she groaned. Water poured down around them as they moved. She liked being able to be in this house, just the two of them. There was no chance of them getting caught and they could act like a real couple for just a little while. “WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOUR’E DOING?!” Leila pulled her head away from Daniel and tried not to throw off their balance. ”What the hell Alex!” She coughed out water that she had inhaled in shock with him entering as she wiggled against Daniel’s weight. This was NOT how she planned on having anyone-especially Alex-find out about them. Leila tried to keep herself hidden on the other side of Daniel’s body though with the bathroom set up, Alex probably got an eyeful of her side view. Her face and neck flushed red in embarrassment. ”Alex! Shut the HELL UP AND GET OUT so we can get dressed!” Ok this may not be her house but she didn’t need her brother seeing anymore of her. She was fuming and terrified. Leila prayed he didn’t text or call their parents and tell them how he had found the two of them. If she had to, she’d go home and tell them tonight or in the morning but she didn’t want them to know now with how Alex had found them. Once she detangled herself from Daniel, she moved out of the shower and grabbed one of his towels to dry off. She clutched at the towel while she looked through her bag, grunting. She found what were supposed to be her work clothes for later-jeans and a light blue polo-and threw them on. Afterwards, she stepped into the bedroom and slapped her brother upside the head before she stood in front of him. ”I am not a fucking child, Alex! I CAN make my own decisions or did you somehow forget that? Because newsflash-WE’VE BEEN DATING FOR OVER A MONTH NOW. So it wasn’t something that just happened while you were out of town.” Leila was fuming about how he was acting. He was her older brother, not her father, and even so their parents loved Daniel. They’d be ok with them dating. Hopefully.	[atrb=width,100][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 100px; padding-top:10px;] outfit , naked for half, clothed for the rest tagged , Daniel & Alex notes , Just a thought-Daniel should post first then the order can go from there however we all want
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[DANIEL MARCUS ZAKARIAN]

Being here with Leila felt right. There was no way anything could stop them from being together now that they were. Everything they had been through together in the past and now had been a test that they had passed and now they were able to be together. Was it wrong he hadn’t told Alex about his relationship with his little sister? Probably but why should he inform his friend? All he would see was his best friend was betraying his trust in being with his little sister. Well in all fairness he was living up to the promise that he would protect Leila from any harm. What better way to protect her from being harmed by guys than letting her be with him? In his heart he knew damn well that he would never do anything that would harm her.

His hand gently ran through her hair as they stood together in the shower. It was amazing that they could wake up together like this and be a real couple. Something that in the outside world they couldn’t be. Sure if they wanted to risk it they could hold hands. On the other side to that coin people knew they were friends because of her brother and holding hands was just a friendly thing to do. So some people would take it as nothing while others could interpret it as there being more. Who wouldn’t think that the beautiful sister and her brothers’ best friend wouldn’t end up together?

As his hands slipped to her hips he grinned as his eyes looked deep into hers. Leaning in he gently nipped her lower lip and smiled. “We can always go with both activities were on the same level. Unless you liked the before sleep activities a whole lot better.” His hands gently rubbed her thighs as he brought her closer to him under the water. As she thought about which one was the winner he feigned shock and then laughed. His hand playfully smacking her backside as he brought her in for a quick kiss. “I guess I will have to punish you later for enjoying the sleep more.” He gave her a teasing wink before picking her up and pinning her to the wall. “Pinning you to the wall darling.” His lips captured hers again in a tender kiss as he smiled into it. They were able to be themselves here with no one else able to judge them.

Freezing in the middle of their act his eyes widened when the sound of splintering wood filled the air and then an angry yell. Oh shit! The color drained from his face as he looked into Leila’s eyes. His back was to Alex while the rest of his body blocked his sister from view. Before he was able to speak up Leila was speaking and ordering Alex out. Oh shit. This was not going to end well right now. Reluctantly he let Leila go as he searched the bathroom for a towel and dried off before slipping into some clothes. Walking out behind Leila he let her speak up first as he moved to hide Leila’s discarded clothes that were in his room.

When she spoke up about them dating for a month a small smile came back onto his lips. Moving over to Leila he gently took her hand in his as he looked up into his best friends eyes. “We both know that I would never do anything to harm Leila, Alex. I’m not like all the other douche bags that are out there that would bring her any harm. I made a promise to you that I would always protect her and I’m going to keep that promise. I know I should have told you we were dating but we wanted to make sure we would work before going public to the rest of you.” His hand squeezed Leila’s a little more as he bought her close to her wrapping his arm around her. “I wanted to tell you so bad and I planned on it but not like this. I’m sorry but you have to know we’re both grown adults and can make our own choices.”

[alex]

theres a thunder in our hearts baby

so much hate for the ones we love

TAG: LEILA&DANIEL OUTFIT: HERE ONE LAST THING: 818 WORDS

”I am not a fucking child, Alex! I CAN make my own decisions or did you somehow forget that? Because newsflash-WE’VE BEEN DATING FOR OVER A MONTH NOW. So it wasn’t something that just happened while you were out of town.” The words hit him like a knife. The anger didn’t disappear. He wanted to wrap his hands around Daniel’s throat - his best friend.

Supposedly.

“We both know that I would never do anything to harm Leila, Alex. I’m not like all the other douche bags that are out there that would bring her any harm. I made a promise to you that I would always protect her and I’m going to keep that promise. I know I should have told you we were dating but we wanted to make sure we would work before going public to the rest of you. I wanted to tell you so bad and I planned on it but not like this. I’m sorry but you have to know we’re both grown adults and can make our own choices.”


Bullshit.

He didn’t care. He didn’t care if his sister was technically an adult. He didn’t care. He didn’t care that they had been dating for over a month now. He didn’t care if Daniel had planned on telling him - that wasn’t the point here. Point was? His best friend - his brother from another mother - was sleeping with his sister. His baby sister. Protect her? Really? Okay, since when was protecting someone’s little sister sleeping with her? He was livid - he was beyond livid.

His jaw tightened. He wanted to lose it right then and there. He wanted to scream at the top of his lungs - he wanted to beat the living daylights out of Daniel. He wanted to tell their parents what Leila was doing. But he wasn’t going to.

No.

The blood was rushing to Alex’s head as he started taking deep, slow breaths.. Normally a danger sign to those who knew him. This meant, that his temper was fixing to bottle over. Leila and Daniel knew - more than any two people in this world - how bad his temper was. They both knew that this was betrayal in his eyes. Leila had been the one who had personally threatened and scared the sh*t out of his ex girlfriend when he caught her cheating on him in their apartment. He had been the one to threaten each and every one of Leila’s shitty ass boyfriends. Alex had been the one to watch after Daniel - especially when it came to him almost getting into fights with people.

Little did Leila know, she was losing a brother. And little did Daniel know, he was losing the best friend he had on this planet - Daniel knew just as much as Alex did how many times Alex had pulled him out of shit - stood up for him and all. It wasn’t that Daniel couldn’t hold his own - he just sometimes got into the wrong confrontation with the wrong people - which lead to Alex having to step in and help Daniel beat the crap out of multiple people at once.
No.. they had screwed up. It would have been better - if they had both approached him about it in the beginning. But finding out like this? A month after the fact? There was no turning back now. When Alex said he was done? He meant it - and it was really hard for anyone to fix things with Alex after he muttered “I’m done.” to someone. Once someone betrayed Alex’s trust - considering what happened with his ex girlfriend - that meant it was gone - 98 percent of the time forever.

As he looked at the two of them, his eyes went from being light blue and light green to dark blue and emerald green. His body was tense.. And he was careful not to slam anyone or anything against the wall.

He pulled his glasses down from the top of his hat. Before he put them on, he started heading towards the nearest exit of the house, he stopped in the middle of his tracks and looked at his sister and his best friend. Anger and betrayal was written all over his face and in his eyes.

“I don’t want either of you calling me, speaking to me, or coming near me. I’m done - with both of you.” The bitterness of his words stood in the open air. He made sure, before either of them could say anything - he was slamming the door behind him. He put his sunglasses on, walking towards his camaro. He found the keys in his pocket, easier than he thought he had, and as fast as he could, he cranked the camaro up, and spun tires as he drove away from the house.

tell me that we both matter dont we

TEMPLATE BY: THERE CAN BE ONLY ONE MIKEY ! @ CAUTION.

[LEILA ANN ZAKARIAN]

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[atrb=width,240][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 240px; padding-top:10px;] Leila couldn’t help but giggle at their playful banter. Their relationship had been nothing short of joyful. ”I think you’re punishing me now. Or is this the calm before the storm?” With their bodies pressed against one another, Leila could feel her pulse coursing through her veins. The heat of their skin along with the shower had her flushed. The cool wall against her back combined with his fingertips on her skin sent a shiver down her spine. A very delightful shiver she was disappointed to have end when Alex interrupted them. Her big brother had never been one for timing. Even though she was the one who technically shouldn’t be there, she felt bad for Daniel. Not only did he have to deal with the wrath of her older brother but there was a chance that his friendship might be just a little bit fractured. Leila hoped it wouldn’t be so but she knew her brothers when it came to her-they were OVER protective. She was the only girl after all and having a more delicate nature about her-literally-they wanted to look out for her. Unfortunately, sometimes it was in the worst ways possible. As they got dressed, she couldn’t help but turn to Daniel. She couldn’t really say much to him with Alex in the other room, but she tried to convey she was sorry about this. And that she was seriously pissed off herself. He really had no right to that. Even if he knew she was in here, there was no reason to break someone else’s property. When alone she’d make sure to demand that Alex pay Daniel back for the door no matter what Daniel said. If not, she’d find a away to make it up to her boyfriend herself. Alex didn’t speak. Not anything. That was bad-real bad. The two were cut from the same cloth. Both of them had their father’s temper which was a large one. The two of them fought the worst out of all of their siblings. Then again, they were also the closest. Alex knew everything about her, even stuff her parents didn’t know. She was sure her mom thought she had lost her virginity long ago instead of just a week ago to Daniel. While she hadn’t told him when she lost it, he knew that even while with Samuel she was still one. That’s how close they were. So as she heard him steady his breathing, saw how his body tensed and observed the subtle changes in his eye colors. No, this wasn’t good at all. Out of the corner she saw Daniel moving around. She promptly ignored it because his quirks were the least of her issues. When he came by her side and reached for her hand, she finally uncrossed her arms. As she gave his hand a squeeze, she leaned in towards him. She kept all her weight on her legs but Leila wanted to convey she was on Daniel’s side of this. Her brother was wrong and no matter what the older Scott said, she wasn’t changing her mind about being with Daniel. Currently, it was really hard not to make some of her usual quips but she knew it wouldn’t help their case at all. Actually some of the stuff she thought of might make things a wee bit worse. She tried not to giggle as well, biting down on her lower lip. If anything, it just made her look nervous to be dealing with this situation. Especially as Daniel drew her closer. Leila closed her eyes and counted to ten before opening them. This was not helping and she could tell by the tension in the room. What she didn’t expect was he’d walk out. Tears welled up into Leila’s eyes because she knew it was useless going after him while he was like this. ”Alex, please don’t do this.” It was about the only argument she knew she could make. Like stated before-Leila knew him. She could sense he wasn’t going to forgive her-them-anytime soon. The door slamming as like a bullet through her heart. She ripped her body away from Daniel’s grasp. She could no longer keep her tears back. Leila had yet to really break down in front of Daniel. Like a child almost, she crawled into his bed and pulled a pillow to her chest. Her legs drew up to her chest, curling her into a ball. Her eyes clamped shut as she tried not to sob out loud, though the tears flowed out. Inwardly she prayed that it was all just words. Yes, it had to be. They had fought just as bad before. Eventually he’d just come around and forgive them. He wouldn’t throw away over ten years of friendship and family over them being together. He just couldn’t.	[atrb=width,100][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 100px; padding-top:10px;] outfit , naked for half, clothed for the rest tagged , Daniel & Alex notes , She’s a mess!
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[DANIEL MARCUS ZAKARIAN]

He smiled as he looked into Leila’s eyes. A thought came to him as he held her gently against the wall as he nibbled on her neck. “Mmm, I’ll go with a punishing you.” He winked as he kissed and sucked on her neck until there was an angry red mark just below her neck line so it wouldn’t be showing while she was at work or when she got home. Today was going to be so perfect! They would have all this time together before she had to go to work and then they would see one another tomorrow and get to spend a while together.

Or so he thought it would be perfect. It was all ruined the minute that door came bursting open and Alex came in. This was bad! He didn’t want his best friend to find out about them like this! Not while they were in the shower having a tender moment with one another. As his eyes finally made contact with Alex’s he could read one thing inside of them, betrayal. The look in his eyes was screaming that he betrayed him with what was going on right now. A small shiver of fear ran through him at what his friend was going to do now.

Once they were alone he got dressed with his eyes on his girlfriend. An apologetic look in his eyes as he looked deep into Leila’s. This was not supposed to happen! As they walked out something in the air screamed to him that this was going to end badly! He could tell it just by the thick tension that was hanging between all of them. It was like he could cut it with a knife. So this was how Jesus felt when Judas betrayed him? No not at all! In the end Jesus was able to forgive Judas because he knew ahead of time what was going to happen because it needed to happen. But this, this was a whole other story here.

Noticing it in Alex’s eyes as they changed from the normal light color to the dark he silently gasped. The totality of how bad this was going to be smacked him hard in the face. This was going to have to be fixed and fast! Some way or another he would make it up to his best friend. The one thing he was not going to do was break up with Leila to make him happy. Why should he make himself miserable all so his best friend could be happy? That was not going to happen and it was the one area he was going to be selfish in.

What happened next was like a dagger being stabbed into his heart along with a hard slap in the face. He didn’t want either of them talking to him anymore? His hands clenched into fists as he looked at him. Oh hell no! He could be mad at him all he wanted but he better not dare be mad at his own sister! When he walked out he punched the door as he heard the tires squealing as he left. Turning back around he looked to Leila as she went and curled up on the bed. Following behind her he crawled in after her and pulled her into his arms. His fingers moving to her cheeks to brush her tears away. His voice soft and soothing as he spoke to her. “He doesn’t mean it, Leila. He’s just mad that we didn’t tell him and he needs to calm down.” It was just one of Alex’s little hissy fits. It had to be.

Right?