Post by LOUIS ARDEN FITCH on Mar 7, 2013 18:20:01 GMT -5
Louis smiled at her, and put a friendly hand on her back, giving her a few gentle pats. Thank you. It was nice to know that she was always going to be there to support him in anyways that she could. Haven was absolutely the best friend he had in the world....Basically the only true friend he had. Even the guys in the bad he wasn't as close to as he'd let on. So it meant the world to him to know that she was still following his career and would be for as long as she could.
Louis sighed at her question. He didn't think she'd every really asked before and it didn't feel right to say "I left because of this or that" when she hadn't even asked. Haven....I don't know really... he told her honestly. I was mad...and I was hurt...And I-I wanted to hurt you as badly as you'd hurt me. There, he'd finally said it. It was true. She'd hurt his feelings, bruised his ego, she'd made him feel like dirt that way. And Louis had wanted revenge. But he'd always planned to come back. Louis hadn't planned to stay away for more then a few days. But the more he got delayed the longer the time away was and the easier it got to stay away and not return to Maine to face her and have to say sorry. I wish I hadn't left...if there was so way I could go ack in time and not leave, I would.
Louis nodded. I know....I know Haven...I wish there was something I could about it. He bit his lip and brought her closer to his own body. His hands rubbed up and down her back. Why did things have to be this way? Why did life have to throw such awful things one's way. Whoever said "When life gives you lemons, make lemonade", obviously hadn't had a hard life.
Louis sighed when Haven started to get that frustrated, mad at the world sort of demeanor. Haven I... he looked her in the faceI didn't do anything....I came in to wake you up, because you were screaming fricken bloody murder, and you're the one that urged me to stay. It was true. She had. She'd wrapped herself in his arms and sobbed into his chest and pulled him down onto the bed with her. Louis would have gone straight back to the guest room if it hadn't been for that. You really think....after everything that's happened....that I would try to take advantage of you? That's just sick Haven. Louis was getting frustrated himself now. He hated when people thought ill of him or were accusing him of something he absolutely didn't do! I mean....I know that you're angry and bitter with me or leaving. And you should be! But gosh...I thought you thought more of me then that. Louis spat, talking with his hands again.
Haven! You are so freakin' unbelievable! He yelled, waving his hands at her. You'd rather I just let you lay there and scream your brains out all night? You know thats a lie! His eyes flamed with anger as his nostrils flared And these?! Louis ripped the pills from the stand. What the hell are these all about?! Maybe it's not me that made the nightmares com back. Maybe it's because you're doping yourself! Of course sleeping pills weren't exactly "dope" only if they were used in the wrong way. And Louis already knew it was his fault about the nightmares. But like usual, he hated to have to admit he was responsible for something when he was angry and trying to win a fight. Louis threw the bottle against the wall, pills flying everywhere. Unbelievable...just unbelievable....You haven't changed a bit...You know why I left? you wanna know?! Louis said through gritted teeth. Because I couldn't take you and your temper and you childish name calling any longer...That's why I left! Of course that wasn't true, but he could say that because she obviously didn't remember their conversation from last night. And as always, as soon as he'd said it, he regretted it. But he didn't get a chance to apologize before Haven moved on to the next insult.
Oh you saw it already, huh? Louis cocked his head. What'd you do....take advantage of me to see it?! Throwing the covers off, Louis got out of the bed, about to exit the room. And then he heard her next comment. Turning towards her and looking about as angry as he'd ever looked before, he gripped the door handle to keep from doing anything else he might regret. Don't you ever tell me I didn't mean something that I told you Haven....Don't you ever tell me! I meant every word I ever said to you! I made mistakes I know...and a huge one in particular by leaving...I know! But it wasn't because I didn't mean it...I have always loved you and I always will. And I know that you love me too! Not Clark! But me! And that's my curse! Knowing that you're going to marry a man that you don't love and who couldn't care less about you...just to get back at me for leaving! Fine...have a happy life! Because I am done Haven! Done! I have tried and now I am done!
Louis left the room, slamming her door behind him. He went to the guest room, quickly dressed himself, and grabbing his keys and outerwear, he left the house, again slamming the door behind him, and went to his car. It took him about 5 minutes to clear it off. When he had finished, he threw the snow brush in the back seat and tore out of her driveway and headed down the road, never planning to return again.
STATUS # COMPLETE
FEATURING # HAVEN
NOTES # NOW HOW IS LOUIS SUPPOSED TO EXPLAIN ALL THAT. lol
CREDIT # IRONICALLIZE_IT @ CAUTION 2.0
