all it takes is just one spark---jayce

[JAYCE LANCE BLACKWELL]

“I know that you can’t deny them. They need you and you need them. It actually works out for you guys.” If he had her family then it would be so much better. They actually seemed to be so much more accepting of things. In fact they didn’t even hate him for still being friends with Lexi. A smile grew on his lips and he nodded his head enthusiastically. “I can’t wait! It will be so much fun playing with you guys.” A laugh escaped his lips as she told him about Leila’s younger brother. “Yet she doesn’t know that you guys are playing?” He was going to have to pack his bag so that he could have his own books for when he went over and played with them.

With a sigh he looked up into her eyes as he shook his head. “Your family is so much nicer than mine is. I really hate the fact that mine just won’t listen to me and accept anything that I say. It’s all about them. It’s like your family actually cares. Maybe if I tell her then she’ll be okay with it.” He nodded his head as he thought about. Okay she was right, he would have to come to terms with it and just talk to them. Nodding his head he sighed. “I really don’t want to deal with this sick person. If we can catch them then it will be so much better. I’ll protect you from this sicko though.” Reaching over he gently took her hand and squeezed it. No one would harm her while he was here.

At least she was going to help him redecorate later! That was another good thing that came from tonight. Sure he would have to figure out something to cook for her; okay he already knew what he was going to cook for her.

As their bodies moved against one another he gasped out. She really was turning him on more and more by the second. Soon he wouldn’t be able to hold on and just take her like he wanted. While he made the hickey on her neck and she groaned a smirk came to his lips. She would be doing more than that by the end of tonight. Slowly his kisses moved along her whole neck. Feeling her body flush against his he groaned as he pushed his bulge against her hard. He was craving her now.

Feeling her squirm under his touch on her bare flesh he smirked as he continued to glide his fingers against on her sensitive flesh. He wanted her to reach a high that she never experienced in her life. When she became too distracted to focus on the kiss his free hand moved up and removed her bra from her. Leaning in he kissed down her chest tasting her soft flesh. As her muscles clenched and then finally relaxed he let a gasp out then leaned up to look into her eyes. The lust sill in his eyes as she kissed his nose then to his lips. Hearing her speak made his eyes widen and a smile on his lips. “I want you too, Lexi.” He pulled her closer to him so his fingers stayed where they were. Gently he picked her up so her legs could wrap around him as he carried her into his bedroom.

Reaching his bed he gently placed her down on it and smiled as he looked once more into her beautiful eyes. Bringing his fingers to his lips he licked them off then leaned in and started to kiss and lick down her body. “You sure about this?” He didn’t even wait for her answer as he leaned in and attacked her thigh in kisses then moving to give her the second thing she wanted that night.

[ALEXANDRIA LEAH CROSS]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 440px; padding-top:10px;] the girl in the moon --- Lexi would always be there for her family. It was the one constant in her life it seemed. Leila was having a rough time coping with the stress of her life and Lexi knew it wouldn’t be good for the baby so she was the support the younger girl needed. It also allowed Lexi to get to know the Scott’s more which is how she discovered Myles was a little geek himself. She pointed at Jayce playfully. ”Ah well, Leila knows Myles comes over to play with me but she thinks Daniel go o have a drink with Alex. And with moving into our grandparent’s house, it will be even easier to keep out little secret.” She nodded with an amused look on her face. ”I think Daniel’s embarrassed. He likes to play all big, bad and tough so doing something like Dungeons and Dragons may make him feel a little less manly.” ”Jayce your parents used to care and probably still do. They lost one son and couldn’t even give him a proper funeral. And their other son is a cop who puts himself in harm’s way. Then I’m the bad luck Barbie no one wants because I leave a path of destruction behind me. I can see why they’ve become hard asses. Just…give them time. I know it may seem like there’s been enough time but there really hasn’t been when you lose a child. I know.” Lexi may not have ever held their son alive but she had felt him kick her. She had heard his heartbeat and seen him attempt to suck his thumb on the ultrasound. She knew the loss of a child. That never left you. Lexi squeezed Jayce’s hand back and laughed lightly. ”I’ll do just fine. Daniel has shown me how to shoot several types of guns.” Still, after the note she got at the wedding it was nice to know there was someone else she trusted whole heartedly within Hope Harbor’s town lines. Lexi’s mind was clouded by lustful thoughts as she grinded her body against Jayce’s. The images in her mind drove her to continue to move her body into his. Until this night she had never thought of Jayce in this way. Now she couldn’t stop as the thoughts flooded her mind. It didn’t help as he moved along the sensitive flesh of her neck. Nor as she felt her mostly bare chest pressed to his shirt clad one. Jayce was intent on overloading all her senses. While she had imagined his lips along her skin, te combination of it as he worked her was just too much. She wasn’t sure how she was even able to let any words out. All she wanted to do was move herself against his hand some more. Which she did slightly. She didn’t want him to stop. A rush of emotions filled her when he said he wanted her too. Lexi felt light in that moment as she looked into his eyes, her heart racing. The beats nearly stopped as he lifted her up in the air while she locked her ankles behind him. Her arms wrapped around his shoulders as her head fell back. With every movement she could feel his fingers. As soon as her body hit his bed and his arms were free, Lexi was tugging his shirt off before he removed her pans and underwear. She wanted to feel his bare skin against her own. He was hot to the touch and her hands traveled along his muscular arms. Lexi went to nod in response to his question but he was already kissing along her legs. When he reached his destination Lexi’s hands clenched at the blankets on his bed. Her head fell back while her back arched. She was already super sensitive from her release in the living room and not he was intent on having his lustful ways with her. Her teeth bit down on her lower lip as she tried not to be too loud. Jayce’s hands kept the lower half of her body still despite her writhing. Only after he had brought her over the edge again did he slow his pace before he made his way back up her body. Lexi wasted no time. As soon as she was able to reach for his jeans she was working to undo the button and zipper. She needed him now. and Lexi made it known with how her hands ran down the sides of her body to her target. She was aching for this-for him. tag: jayce outfit: click! lyric credit: everly notes: --

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[JAYCE LANCE BLACKWELL]

“I can see it, a big tough guy like Daniel still needing to keep that tough role going on and not let anyone know he has a small sense of geekyness inside of him.” A laugh escaped his lips as he thought about it. “You moved into that huge house now?” He couldn’t wait to go in there and see what it looked like now that they would be able to have fun and just geek out. “Have you ever thought about telling Leila to see if she would join in and play?” If she came and joined it wouldn’t be too bad. She would be able to have fun with her husband and they would all be doing something they loved and enjoyed.

When she started to lecture him and tell him the truth he finally caved. This was the one thing he loved about Lexi. She could sit here and tell him what he needed to hear and push him towards the right path. Keeping her hand in his he sighed and looked up into her eyes. “I’ll talk to them later. I know it is hard for them but they just got on my nerves they want me to be like him.” He was his own man and not a clone. “I can see where you’re coming from though.” It was amazing that they had continued to grow so close with one another. Lacing his fingers with hers he smiled and held onto her hand. “It’s good to know that you’ll be protected. I just don’t want anyone to harm you.” If anyone harmed her there would be hell to pay. She was the best thing in his life out here and he wouldn’t let it go.

As the lust filled his body with everything that was going on he couldn’t help but explore every inch of her body that he could now see. It was something he wanted when he was in high school but gave up on when she married his brother. Now, well he would never have expected what was going on now. When she pressed her bare chest against his he let out a small moan against her lips. The feeling was so overwhelming.

Everything he was doing to her he couldn’t help it. They had broken the barrier that was stopping them from doing this and now it couldn’t be put back up. Every move she made drove him crazy with need for her. When she finally came down off her high on the couch he smiled as he gazed up into her eyes. He could see that she wanted more and he knew that he did too. The trip into his room was the best thing ever, or so he thought. The second she was on his bed she removed his shirt and then the rest of her clothes. Moving in he pressed a kiss to her lips before moving down her body pressing soft kisses.

When she flew over the edge the second time he moaned against her and made his way back up her body slowly kissing and licking. She tasted amazing! When his lips found hers he captured them and passionately kissed her. When she pulled his pants off he moaned against her mouth and sighed. There was no turning back now…..

When consciousness finally came back to him he had no idea what was going on. All he remembered was drinking and this pounding headache. When some more came to him he realized that his arms were wrapped around a soft feminine form lying next to him. A smile on his face as he breathed in her scent and pushed his body against hers. His hands resting gently on her stomach as he tangled his legs up with hers. Gently he leaned in and placed a kiss to the woman’s neck as he slowly blinked his eyes open. When they finally focused he noticed the brown hair that was filling his sight. Who was he with?

Leaning up a bit he looked over to look at the stunning woman that was lying next to him. HOLY SHIT! He was with Lexi? As he lay back on the bed it all flooded back to his memory. The drinks, the kissing, her straddling his lap and then everything else. A small smile came to his face as he relaxed. It had been three years and they had just sought comfort in one another. There was no need to feel guilty.

[ALEXANDRIA LEAH CROSS]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 440px; padding-top:10px;] the girl in the moon --- ”Well he likes to come off as the strong provider for everyone. The one there for all of us.” It was true. Daniel really was there for everyone when anyone needed. He had become a brother figure to Lexi. ”Yeah it was my task once they were gone. I had everything moved from the beach house to our grandparent’s place. I’m just exhausted.” While there had been movers and the staff at the larger estate helped by Lexi had to coordinate everything. She had to make sure nothing was left behind and then make sure the beach house was secure. Basically her days off felt worse then her days at work. She snickered. ”Leila? she teases me and Myles mercilessly when we just watch Star Trek or our BBC shows and even talk about our rpg’s. She would never come play with us.” Lexi scratched at her temple as she drank from her beer. She knew there’d be hell for both of them but she didn’t really care. She was used to it. After everything that had happened, how could she not be? ”Jayce you don’t have to be like him. Maybe you need to have a serious conversation with them. I mean I know they’re not easy to talk and they’ve always pushed you but they’re you’re parents. They want the best for you. Mine tried to talk me out of marrying Dean so early-said I wouldn’t reach my potential being a soldiers wife. Did I let it get to me? No. They’re parents. It’s their job to worry and want the best for you. Just give them a break, ok? If you create strife between you and them that will eventually kill you.” Lexi wasn’t trying to tell him what to do but she didn’t want him to do something that seemed right now but he’d regret down the line. As Jayce began to moan against her lips, Lexi grinned. It felt good to know he was enjoying it as much as she was. The sight of his bare chest and defined abs drove her crazy. She couldn’t help but ran her hands along the planes of his body. To feel his muscles of his shoulders under her hands as he moved down her body. She was slightly reluctant to release her hold on him as he moved lower but she was trying so hard to hold herself back even a little. If Lexi kept her hands on him she might be pushed to the edges too soon. One hand did reach up to grip him as she reached her peak and came crashing back down. Her gaze watched his every movement as he came slowly back up to meet her. How could she have never noticed how appealing Jayce was before now? Just one look from him sent her wanting to go back over the edge. As their bodies pulled together she let all her inhibitions go. Rational thought left her mind entirely at this point... Lexi was in a deep state of sleep. She didn’t notice as someone next to her began to stir. She simply sighed in her sleep as her body moved with theirs. When lips met the back of her neck is when she began to be pulled from the fogs of sleep. ”Oww…” Lexi had a pounding headache. She hadn’t woken up like this in a long time. She never drank enough to have a hangover. Lexi shifted so she was on her back. She was not in her own bed. She could tell. This mattress was much firmer. That and someone’s arm was under her. Lexi sat upright as she pulled the sheet up to her body. She looked around until she focused on the face. Jayce? Lexi had slept with Jayce? A groan left her lips as it all came crashing back down. Oh God, how could Lexi be so stupid as to drink with Jayce. ”I-I have to go.” Lexi looked around for her clothes while she held the sheet to her. She saw her jeans but not her underwear. ”Jayce where are my panties?” She completely avoided his gaze as she began to pull at the blankets that covered him then thought better of it. If she was completely naked then he had to be as well. Shame and guilt washed over her as a light sheen of tears formed over her eyes. Lexi needed to get out of here before she had one of her anxiety attacks because she didn’t bring her medication with her today. tag: jayce outfit: click! lyric credit: everly notes: --

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[JAYCE LANCE BLACKWELL]

What all happened last night? Jayce was lying there in bed trying to figure it all out. He remembered Lexi came over and she had brought food and they had a nice dinner together. Then they started drinking and went to watch the movie. After that it was all pretty much one hot blur. Seeing as they were both undressed that meant they must have slept together. By the time he noticed she was stirring next to it a good portion of what had happened started to return to him. She had straddled him and started moving on him. Then something happened and it ended up with them telling each other they wanted it to happen. Wait, she said it first.

When she spoke up about having to leave his eyes shot up to her and he sat up. The sheet falling off his well toned chest. “You do?” When she started looking around from her spot on the bed he shrugged his shoulders. “I remember you pulled them off pretty fast and tossed them somewhere.” Seeing the tears that formed in her eyes he sighed and gently pulled her onto him so she was straddling him. His chest pressing against hers as he stroked her hair. “Lexi, it’s okay; you need to calm down before you give yourself a panic attack.”

His hands rested on her sides as he looked up into her beautiful eyes. The poor girl looked like she was about to start hyperventilating any second. What he needed to do was calm her down before that happened. He didn’t even care that they were both still naked right now. Gently his hands slipped up her sides as he started to stroke her temples while he looked into her eyes. “Just take deep breaths and then slowly let them out.”

Keeping his eyes on her he sighed as his own heart slowly came back to normal as he looked into her eyes. She still looked very beautiful even this morning. She didn’t have to worry about anything right now. When he felt like she was calm his hands gently rested on her sides as he continued to look her right in the eyes. Yes, even now he was being a gentleman. “What happened last night, I…we….I don’t think we should feel guilty about it. From what I remember we both wanted it. I mean, we’re good friends, close and trust one another. It os better we did this together than with someone else, right? It felt right, comforting; I guess that would be how to describe it.” He looked away for a second knowing he should feel shame for betraying his brother like this but, well would he want her to move onto someone else she didn’t know and would possibly not treat her with the respect she deserved? “I know that for the first time in a long time I woke up feeling happy and not in a bad place with the world.”

Looking back down he sighed as he leaned back against the headboard. “If you, if you still feel bad then you can leave and I won’t stop you.” He would help her find her clothes and she could go if she needed some space.

[ALEXANDRIA LEAH CROSS]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 440px; padding-top:10px;] the girl in the moon --- Everything came to her in flashes first but she pieced it together. Sure, Lexi liked to cuddle up to people while drunk but she had never slept with anyone while drunk. Even when way more trashed then she was last night. She always had self control. While she had been with Dean he had always been a fairly jealous guy which is why usually when they drank around a lo of people-especially guys-he kept Lexi very close to him while she drank. Then she only ended up snuggled with him and they’d snuggle up closer to each other once back at their place. Last night was a first drunken hook up for Lexi. ”Yes I do. This shouldn’t have happened.” She let out a groan of frustration as she bent over to look on the floor. The man needed to learn to pick up his clothes! When she was close to him as she looked he hooked his arms around her waist and pulled her down onto him. Lexi struggled against him. She wasn’t particularly violent but she tried to wiggle out of his grasp but he pulled her close to soothe her. Lexi eventually just gave up trying to get loose and held the sheet to her body still. Not that it did much good for anything below her waist with this positioning. Her chest rose and fell a lot more quickly then it should while her hands shook. Jayce was right-she was well on her way to giving herself one of her attacks. Lexi closed to eyes as she tilted her head back and did her breathing exercises. They mostly helped though she still felt an ever so slight tremble in her hands. Once she felt better, Lexi brought her head to look straight forward again. Though she held his gaze it was hard. About halfway through what he said hers lowered as she couldn’t keep looking at him. She did enjoy last night-that was undeniable. A wince traveled through her body as his body started to fall back towards the headboard of the bed and he said she could leave if she felt bad. Thing is-Lexi didn’t know how she felt. That was truly the mores difficult part of it all. Lexi sighed as she pressed the heel of her palm to her forehead and grunted in frustration. How the hell did she say what she wanted without sounding like a b*tch? She moved the hand against her forehead through her hair and ruffled the dark locks. ”Ok I feel guilty about last night not just because you’re Dean’s brother. Just…I don’t want anything serious. I haven’t done serious since he died and I’ve never done anything casual so I’m not really sure how to go about hat. I just feel bad because I don’t want you to think I’m leading you on or it to be weird because Hope Harbor is not very big. We’re bound to run into one another.” Lexi wasn’t going to deny enjoying it. Lexi had enjoyed it immensely. It felt good to tumble around with him. Even now as she felt him prssed between her legs she thought about everything form last night and even going again. But Lexi just didn’t need complications in her life. Right now a relationship would be a complication. tag: jayce outfit: click! lyric credit: everly notes: --

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[JAYCE LANCE BLACKWELL]

When the reality of what happened last night settled he allowed the memories to flood through him. They were the best memories anyone could ever ask for. He had always known that Dean had kept her from being really drunk around anyone but him but he never knew why. Now he had learned what one of those reasons was. If she was that cuddly with him then no wonder. A small smile crossed his lips as the amazing images from last night flooded his memory more and more. Without a doubt in his mind he had enjoyed every minute of it. Yes, that was a lot of minutes now that he remembered they didn’t pass out until like six in the morning.

“You don’t have to leave, Lexi.” With the way she was in a panic and moving around he could tell that she was going to give herself a panic attack. That would not be good at all. So while she struggled to get free of his grasp he held onto her tight not letting her go. Finally when she leaned her head back and tried to calm herself he sighed. Now she was going to be fine. When he felt her body stop shaking he sighed in relief and looked into her eyes when she finally looked at him.

As he lay back a bit he pulled her with him so they were still close and could talk. Watching her try and make sense of all of this was heart breaking. Somehow he was going to have to hope she knew that what they had done was not wrong in any way. It had been three years and she needed to move on and be with someone else. Someone who cared for her and loved her. Dean would appreciate everything that Jayce had done and probably would accept them together like this.

While she spoke up he looked into her eyes and smiled up at her. There was no need to worry about any of that. Sitting up again he leaned in closer to her. His hand on her cheek as he gently stroked it. “Well we don’t have to worry about all of that. We can be friends with benefits if you want to label it that way. It would be easy for us to say that we’re friends who casually have sex.” Leaning up he pressed a hot kiss to her lips as he felt himself moving against her. He bit back a moan as he slipped his arms back around her pulling her closer to him. Why not show her?

[ALEXANDRIA LEAH CROSS]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 440px; padding-top:10px;] the girl in the moon --- Lexi wasn’t sure where to go from here. All of this was new to her. Never had she just slept with someone. Literally the only man she had ever been with was her husband. Her and Dean has built up their relationship so there was a solid foundation. Her and Jayce had a friendship but that was it at this point. The idea of being anything else had never entered her mind. Now he was entering her mind in so many other ways. Ways that were very much inappropriate to discuss. ”Yes I do.” All her protesting seemed in vain as he held onto her. She logically knew why he was doing it but her flight or fight reflexes were in full force. Jayce was able to help clam her down though. Very few people could do that. She continued to breath in and out of her nose as she sat on him. She felt her heart rate pick up as he looked at her so intensely. That’s what made it so hard to look at him for so long. Lexi had never seen that hungry, passionate look before. But it was also edged in tenderness and understanding. She just wasn’t sure what Dean would think of all this. Obviously if he was here none of this would be happening but he had always been very jealous of another man even looking at her. Lexi nodded at Jayce as relief washed over her. At least he knew where she was coming from. She laughed slightly before she blushed. ”Yeah I guess we can call it that.” No sooner then the words were out then Jayce’s lips were pressed to hers. She opened her mouth to welcome him in as she giggled against them before it turned into light panting. Her body pressed against his as his arms wrapped around her midsection while her hands cupped either side of his face. Slowly they moved down his neck where one wrapped around to grip while the other the other traveled to grip his shoulder. Lexi broke the kiss and stared at Jayce as she shifted herself so she could slowly lower onto him. She bit down on her lower lip to stifle that groan until she had lowered her body fully. With her body still flush to his and her legs on either side of him, they began to slowly work themselves back up to their delicious high…. tag: jayce outfit: click! lyric credit: everly notes: --

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[JAYCE LANCE BLACKWELL]

Why did she think she was going to have to leave? There was nothing wrong with what they had just done and nothing would be wrong. The only thing that someone could think is wrong about this is because she is his ex sister-in-law. That was the only thing really. Now she was his close friend and they had so much in common they had pretty much become best friends. He couldn’t help the way that he was feeling now. She was someone he was so close to and they had done more than what normal friends should be able to do.

Looking at her while she struggled he sighed and looked at her while she leaned back and did her breathing exercise. He was a good friend for sitting here trying to help her out with this. Feeling her against his body made him so happy. The way her soft skin pressed against his as he leaned up and continued to massage her temples while she breathed. This was something he wanted and well, now that it happened he had no idea what he would do. Hopefully they would be able to figure this whole thing out. There was no way that he wanted to stop what they were becoming now.

When she finally calmed down and looked at him a smile came across his lips as he looked deep into her eyes. There was nothing that could make this moment more perfect than it already is. His hands slipped to her sides as he gently stroked them. “So we’re friends with benefits now.” Leaning up and kissing her for a few seconds he smirks. “I can get used to this.” Pressing up against her body he deepens the kiss as he runs his hands up into her silky hair.

A sharp gasp leaves his lips when she moves down on him. The way she was bringing him to his first high of the day made his eyes close. She was so beautiful and amazing. When she finally drew him to that high he held her tightly too him. His eyes connecting with hers as a new fire burned in them. She was so beautiful and he couldn’t help but feel no guilt. Leaning up he rested his forehead against hers and smiled. “Would you like to take a shower with me?” They both did need to clean up after all.

[ALEXANDRIA LEAH CROSS]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 440px; padding-top:10px;] the girl in the moon --- Lexi was still a bit conflicted on whether she should feel bad for what she was doing or not. She was trying not to think of all the possibilities. She knew Dean was gone and he wasn’t coming back. Everyone told her to just move on but it’s not that easy. Being with Dean had been a huge leap of faith. He was nothing like her and yet they had worked somehow. Lexi wasn’t expecting the same thing from any new guy with embarking on the process of “moving on” but she did want to feel comfortable with that person. With Jayce she did feel comfortable. He hadn’t even been back in Maine a week and already they fell into a pattern. He tried to help clam her nerves by holding her and rubbing at her temples. They talked freely about everything, even their geeky habits. And he had made last night pretty sweet with setting up the table so nicely and remembering what kinds of movies she liked. It should make sense they would hook up in some fashion, right? This was why Lexi was very much confused though she tried to keep it to herself. When Alone she could figure it out more. Lexi’s back stiffened as his moved along her sides but not is displeasure, more because it felt good. She sighed out slowly as she nodded her head. ”Yes, friends with benefits.” Lexi chuckled into the kiss as she wrapped her arms around his neck. ”You’re a guy. You could get used to it if any woman asked for no strings attached sex.” With how tender he was being with her, Lexi doubted Jayce was a guy who would be with just any woman though. Even as they got near the peak, he wasn’t rough with her but gently and tender. And after he held her close, slowly bringing them back down. As she steadied her breathing she scattered kisses along his face. ”Mmm a shower sounds nice. But is that your way of keeping me captive longer?” She let out a joyful yelp as he picked them up and went into his bathroom. It didn’t take long before they were all over one another. After they wasted away some time just laying out and catching up on the last couple years before Lexi had to finally leave. tag: jayce outfit: click! lyric credit: everly notes: --

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