it must be for real 'cause now I can feel---IZZY H

[NATALIE ROSE OWENS]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, background-color:#f4f4f4; width:400px; padding:8px; border: 8px solid #9b6464;] she‘s had all she can take SOMETHING’S GOTTA MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE. I DON‘T KNOW WHERE IT IS BUT SOMETHING‘S GOTTA GIVE The night before had been a bit of a blur for Natalie. Isabella had shown up at her house and said they were going away for Natalie’s birthday. Her dad was out of town so he couldn’t protest about it. Yes, Natalie’s dad had forbidden her from seeing Isabella after that Avery blast but it hadn’t stopped her. Natalie still snuck away to see Isabella when she could and her father believed her because he didn’t think she lied. Actually, he didn’t even believe the blast because she told him it wasn’t true but he wanted to maintain appearances. He was worried if Natalie was seen with Isabella it would show that it was all true. Keeping them apart publicly probably fueled the gossip more and well as Natalie’s curiosity. Natalie still had her thing with Jackson but she was also…experimenting with Isabella. The two girls didn’t do a whole lot. They cuddled together and held hands a lot plus there were some pretty intense making out but Natalie wasn’t ready to cross the line yet. Plus, Isabella was twenty-four so if anyone did find out what they were doing then Isabella could go to jail. So everything was kept fairly PG and they only were able to get short periods of time together. But not now. Now they were able to have at least two nights together. Isabella had kidnapped Natalie after school and helped her pack a bag. Natalie would be missing classes the rest of the week and she didn’t care. She sent Autumn a text saying she was going out of town for her birthday but that when she got back they would do something together. Then her and Isabella were off to...the airport? Isabella had hired a private plane to fly them somewhere for Natalie’s birthday. They caught up on a lot of things since it had been two weeks since they were able to really talk. Her father went over her internet history and the phone bill to make sure Natalie wasn’t contacting her older friend. Now that she was turning eighteen he wouldn’t be able to do too much about it anymore except kick her out. Then that would suck but she would figure things out. Maybe her grandparents would help her out. They heard about the blast and were making comments when they came by for her birthday that they loved her no matter what. They had even given her some pretty rose gold and diamond earrings. Then again, these were mother’s parents. They were more tolerable of things then her father. But they lived in Connecticut so either she’d have to move there or beg for money. But that wasn’t on her mind! What was on her mind was how enjoyable the plane ride was with the talking, laughing and cuddling up together. When they finally got to their destination Natalie was a little in shock. They were in New York City! She had never bene before so she was really excited about it. The first thing they did was grab some dinner at some little Japanese place before heading over to the hotel. Isabella had gotten one of the nicer suites for them which was beyond anything Natalie could’ve imagined or dreamed. The night before she couldn’t stop thanking Isabella but her friend-more then friend?-just brushed it off. Natalie had been up since five-thirty am because of school so the girls changed into their pajamas and curled up into bed to watch a movie. It had been a rather warm April so Natalie had brought a tank top and shorts set but the room was chilly so she had slipped on a lightweight rob she brought before curling up under the covers. The girls were sharing a bed, cuddled up together and commenting on the show while groggy kisses were occasionally snuck in. eventually Natalie drifted off to sleep in Isabella’s arms. Her nightmares weren’t too terrible last night but they had been becoming less frequent and intense for awhile. As the morning started to come around, she turned about in the bed and curled up closer to the form beside her and sighed contently in her sleep. Isabella had promised them a fun filled day of shopping, picture taking, maybe a movie and dinner wherever Natalie wanted. Right now Natalie was just content to sleeping in next to Isabella for a little while longer. tagged !

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[ISABELLA CRYSTAL HELSTROM]

Going away! That was what the two girls needed to do. Not only that but it was going to be Nattie’s birthday this weekend while they were away so it was a big whole screw you to her dad that they were going to be away. The younger girl would finally be turning eighteen and she would be able to hang out with who she wanted and do what she wanted. If she wanted to test the waters with a girl then that’s what she was going to do this weekend. She would be able to enjoy herself and do so many things she wouldn’t have been able to do when her dad was controlling her life.

They had gone to the airport and hopped on a private plane that took them to New York City. Screw driving, they were going to go there in style and have fun! Not only that but it would be a great time for them to actually do some real shopping and have some fun. This would be the best birthday that Nattie would ever have! She was going to make is special for the girl. She hadn’t told her where they were going only that they were going to be going to the airport and on a flight to someplace she would love to go.

The whole plane ride there they talked and cuddled up on the couch that was on the plane. It made the ride so much better now that they had a place to just cuddle, talk and share a few kisses. When the plane was close to the airport she opened the window so they could look outside at the New York skyline from up in the air. The look on her friends face was so priceless she wanted to take pictures of it so she could remember it forever. As the plane landed the car she had ordered came up into the hanger and took their bags. Helping the younger girl into the car she grinned and sat next to her after she told the driver where to go.

Once they were done with dinner and heading to the hotel she smiled. They were on their way to the hotel, when they arrived at the beautiful Ritz-Carlton located at Central Park she smiled as she looked at the girl. She would probably never let her know that their room cost $1,700 a night. Hey the girl was going to spare no expense while she was here for her best friend’s birthday. This was going to be the best trip ever! They made their way up to the top floor followed by the bell hop. When they entered the very nice room he put everything up for them and then she tipped him.

Seeing as it was already so late they decided to get into the pj’s and curl up watching a movie. Stripping down in front of the other girl she pulled on some lingerie and then curled up under the covers with Nattie. As sleep took over she gave the girl next to her once last kiss as she slipped her arms around her and fell asleep.

By the next morning she woke up before the other girl and went to the bathroom to brush her teeth and fix her hair. Slipping back in the bed she smiled when Nattie curled up into her. Her arm slipped around the younger girl and she leaned in close giving her a kiss on her forehead. “Happy birthday.” Her words low so not to disturb the girl she was laying next to. Sighing she tangled her legs with the other girls and closed her eyes once more waiting for her to wake up.

[NATALIE ROSE OWENS]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, background-color:#f4f4f4; width:400px; padding:8px; border: 8px solid #9b6464;] she‘s had all she can take SOMETHING’S GOTTA MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE. I DON‘T KNOW WHERE IT IS BUT SOMETHING‘S GOTTA GIVE Happy is what Isabella made Natalie feel. Sure, her family and friends made her feel happy as well but this was different. Natalie had never been in love before so she didn’t know if this was that but she was happy and very attracted to Isabella. All of it was weird considering how she was raised but that didn’t really matter too much. Isabella assured her time and time again that it was just fine. Plus, her grandparents seemed supportive of whatever choice she made as well. Hopefully her dad would come around one day but knowing him and his views, he wouldn’t. So Natalie planned to cherish every moment of these few days with Isabella. Once home she knew she’d be sneaking around again and that killed her. Though, she was eighteen so he really couldn’t stop her anymore. She wanted to be able to keep her dad in her life since it was her only parents but if he kept this up, he would lose Natalie. He already was. And just drove her further into Isabella’s arms. Not that that was the reason for her feeling the way that she was because it started before things blew up. Just in him trying to keep them apart he was making things ten times worse. Natalie felt bad for being so exhausted once they had arrived at the hotel but she had been up since early for school. The two girls still stole a couple moments and they changed in front of one another. Natalie was still self conscious about her scars but was getting better. Isabella radiated confidence. She was even wear some very sexy lingerie to bed which was completely opposite of Natalie it made her a little anxious but she was too tired to care. Not that she didn’t notice the parts of Isabella’s skin that were bare pressed against her own but she fell off into sleep quickly. Natalie felt arms encircle her and she nuzzled against Isabella’s neck. She smiled against the other woman and pressed a sweet kiss to her neck when she heard ‘happy birthday’. Still, she drifted in and out of sleep until she felt a delicious ache beginning to form in the bit of her stomach. Natalie whimpered as she wiggled against the form, finally pulling herself from sleep. Isabella’s lips reached her own as she felt everything Isabella was doing but didn’t protest. They hadn’t crossed that line yet but it was bound to happen. Natalie’s arm that rested on Isabella gripped her a little tighter, unable to move away. tagged !

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[ISABELLA CRYSTAL HELSTROM]

Hopefully Natalie would love her birthday trip and Isabella would make it so special for her. They were going to go to so many different places while here and see so many things. It would be a brand new experience for both of the girls and they would be here seeing everything together for the first time. It was going to be one of those epic adventures that they would be going on and could enjoy all the memories of. The ways that this girl was making her feel sent butterflies through her stomach. Never had she felt like this towards anyone else before and then here comes Natalie and all of that changed. It was awakening something new in her.

All the sneaking around that they had to do back at home was so annoying and here the two girls would be able to be free and out in the open where everyone could see. That was the downside about living in a small town like they did. Everyone would be able to see you and everyone knew you so they would all gossip and news would spread and then it would turn into one sticky nasty mess that everyone was judging you about. Here no one cared!

The best thing about being in a relationship with this girl? They both felt safe from everything that could happen to them. From the things that they talked about it was sad with how her father was treating her as the days went on. The poor girl needed someone there that could care for her and show her that there was nothing to worry about. Her father was such an ass and she didn’t like him at all. He was trying to keep them from seeing one another! Where was the fairness in that? It wasn’t their fault they were really close.

When they changed and got into bed it was amazing how the girl didn’t seem to care that they were changing in front of one another like this. As they cuddled into the bed together she smiled feeling the warmth radiating from the other girl. This was the life. She could live like this forever and ever.

When morning came and she was awake she sighed in content at the feeling inside of her stomach. This was the best morning ever! It was Natalie’s birthday and they were going to have an amazing day! The first thing to do was wake the other girl up and that’s what she did. With a sweet kiss to the lips. Stroking her blonde locks aside she smiled as she whispered into her ear. “Joyeux anniversaire mon amour.” Her soft French was spoken into the other girls’ ear before she leaned in and kissed her neck gently. As things started to move forward she smiled when Natalie didn’t protest. They were finally crossing the line that she ached to cross for so long.

A smile grew on her lips as she leaned in and kissed the blonde again as she continued her movements. As her hand gripped her arm tighter she leaned back and looked into the other girls’ eyes. “Do you like this? If so I’m going to show you more.” With a grin she leaned in and captured her lips again…

[NATALIE ROSE OWENS]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, background-color:#f4f4f4; width:400px; padding:8px; border: 8px solid #9b6464;] she‘s had all she can take SOMETHING’S GOTTA MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE. I DON‘T KNOW WHERE IT IS BUT SOMETHING‘S GOTTA GIVE Now that Natalie was eighteen, she was considering a lot of different things. Including how to deal with the situation with her father. She didn’t really want to put up with his bull anymore. She wasn’t a young child and could make her own decisions. Frankly most of her views did not align with the views her father had, either. She had been learning a lot of different things at the school and that included different views on things like gay people and unwed parents. While she still felt it was best to be married before having a child, she didn’t think they could get upset if there was an unwed parent. Or someone with a step parent. And, considering her feelings for Isabella, she didn’t have any issues with gay people. She supported their rights which was completely against what her father believed. Oh well. Natalie had never been in love before but the last couple of months getting to know Isabella she was sure this is what it felt like or that she was falling in love. It wasn’t just the talking but the little things they did for each other. Natalie had made Isabella a vase in her ceramics class. But then Isabella would one up her and buy her something pretty and expensive. Natalie had reservations about that. She would never be able to do such lavish things for Isabella. It made her sad, actually. Natalie was still unsure of what she wanted to do for work. A dentist maybe or nurse. She once thought about running a daycare but that was fleeting at best. Things such as this trip. Natalie would never be able to return the favor in equal measure. And Natalie didn’t really have anyone to turn to for advice. Autumn was still weary of Isabella and her mom was dead. Maybe her mother’s parents but she didn’t want to let too much out at this point. Especially since technically her and Isabella hadn’t said they were exclusive. It was implied since she spent most of her time with her, though. And how affectionate they were with one another as well as how much they opened up to one another. They spent the night curled up close to each other and woke up that way. The first time they had been able to do so. Natalie’s heart rate picked up being so close as she smiled at Isabella. Her hot breath on her ear sent a shiver down her spine that had her smile retreat but not in a bad way. Natalie craned her neck so Isabella could have better access while her own hands nervously ran along Isabella’s sides, playing with the top of her stockings. Why she wore such lingerie to bed was beyond Natalie. Then again, the young blonde wore some simple pajamas to bed. And owned hardly any sexy lingerie. Just some undergarments Isabella had bought her. Natalie moved her body with Isabella’s as a light flush crept along her body. All she could was nod in response to what Isabella said. When the older woman came upon Natalie’s lips again, she rolled them so Natalie was on the bottom and their kisses were fevered. Her hands went up to tangle in Isabella’s hair as things began to progress more between them…. ….Natalie fell from her side to her back as she tried to steady her breathing. Her and Isabella had lost track of time going at it with one another. This wasn’t the first time they had taken pause, either, but had yet to eat or do anything else that required leaving the bed. The smell of their activities clung in the air and it was intoxicating on the young blonde. Despite being a novice to things, Isabella seemed to have enjoyed herself too. Or that’s what Natalie thought. Natalie laughed lightly as she turned to face Isabella. ”At this point we’re never going to leave this room darling.” tagged !

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[ISABELLA CRYSTAL HELSTROM]

Now that Natalie was a legal adult she didn’t need to stay with her father anymore. That jackass had spent a long time trying to keep the two girls from hanging out and spending a lot of time together. Was he scared that Natalie was going to be corrupted and turned into a lesbian? Well yes he should be because Izzy was going to show her the best part about it. Really deep in her heart she loved this girl a whole lot unlike how she loved anyone else. She was closer to Izzy than she was to her own parents. That was kind of sad wasn’t it?

The things that they did for one another were so special it made her happy. The fact that they had been together this long proved a point to her. They had spent each other’s birthdays in one another’s company and it was something she had grown used to. A smile spread to her lips as she remembered opening up Natalie’s birthday present to her. That ceramic vase she made her was her most favorite thing she had ever gotten from anyone. Nothing anyone could buy could replace that. She held it dear to her heart and it actually saddened her. The reason why she got Natalie such expensive and nice things was because she couldn’t make things like that. Well except for tonight. Tonight she was going to reveal her other present.

When they finally woke up next to one another in bed she couldn’t help but enjoy this feeling. Maybe if the younger blonde wanted to leave her father’s house she would come live with her. Waking up in the same bed every morning like this wouldn’t be so bad. She would enjoy it so much having the company of another person. She was going to have to suggest it while they were at dinner.

When they finally decided to take a break from their escapades she smiled as she looked over to Natalie and sighed in content. Even for being Natalie’s first time with a girl she was amazing. A small smile came across her lips. “You sure you haven’t done this before?” The other girl was like a pro already and it was amazing! The second Natalie turned to face her she smiled and looked into her beautiful eyes. “I don’t want to leave the room but we have dinner reservations in a few hour.” A smile played on her lips as she leaned in and gave the younger girl a quick kiss. “Which reminds me; I have another present for you.”

Climbing out of the bed she walked over to the closet and brought out a wrapped box. Oh this was going to be the icing on the cake for her birthday…at least she hoped. Gently she placed the box on the bed as she looked to the other girl. Inside the box contained one of her dresses; the first in her line that was going into production in the next month. This one was special because it was hand made by her and made to fit only Natalie. She had poured a lot into this dress making it perfect and she hoped she hit it spot on.

[NATALIE ROSE OWENS]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, background-color:#f4f4f4; width:400px; padding:8px; border: 8px solid #9b6464;] she‘s had all she can take SOMETHING’S GOTTA MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE. I DON‘T KNOW WHERE IT IS BUT SOMETHING‘S GOTTA GIVE There were a lot of things the two had danced around discussing the night before. Natalie just didn’t want to think about it too much. Like how to deal with her father. That was a big thing. Her father was intent on keeping them apart. Did Natalie want to find a place to live on her own to defy him? It’s not that she didn’t want to be with Isabella but getting out on her own meant getting a job and having to support herself. Isabella mentioned in passing living with her and it was an good option but Natalie didn’t want to rely on her. She’d still have to get a job either way. A lot of this she’d have to think about anyways with going to college but she still had a couple months until graduation. Plenty of time to plan. Or maybe not depending on how these next few days went. Truth be told, Natalie was slightly confused on where her and Isabella stood because they couldn’t do much outside of Isabella’s home. No, Natalie didn’t want to be making out all over town but being able to talk to her without any issues or hold her hand would be nice. A lot of things would be nice but they’d have to figure it out. They had a couple days here in the city to do just that. They could figure it out in between taking in the sights(ok Natalie taking in the sites since Isabella had been here before) and curled up in their room together. That’s if they got in much talking while in their room. After all, with how they woke up after their first morning with being all over each other it wasn’t hard to imagine them continuing to do activities like this together. Natalie really didn’t feel completely sated but they did need to leave the room. Or order some food in. A laugh left her lips at Isabella’s comment hidden in a question as she turned her head to the side. ”I’m sure. Though maybe I found some sources for pointers.” Natalie winked in a playful manner before she had turned the rest of her body. ”Reservations? Where are we going?” Natalie knew there were hundreds more restaurant options here in the city then back in their tiny town nestled along the cost of Maine. There was a certain joy to thinking they could also act like a couple out in public. To not hide them being together was a nice thought to have. ”Izzy, you’ve already given me enough!” Natalie protested weakly. Yes, she was curious but Isabella had already gone above and beyond. Private jet. This suite. Reservations someplace for dinner. Natalie watched the other girl as she sat up in bed and looked for at least her robe to pull on. Not that it matter but once leaving the warm bed, Natalie had a feeling she’d be very much chilled. She combed her hand through her hair to try to tame it before she raised her brows at the box was placed in front of her. Natalie undid the ribbon before she lifted the top. A gasp left her lips. ”Izzy! It’s beautiful. You shouldn’t have…” Natalie lifted the www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=87096891]dress out of the box and giggled a little. ”Are you sure you’ll be able to let us leave the room if I put this dress on?” It was form fitting with a lace back and part lace on the front. Modest in some sense that parts were covered but very sexy as it hugged the body. tagged !

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[ISABELLA CRYSTAL HELSTROM]

Everything was going perfect! The whole vacation and well trip that she had planned for Natalie’s eighteenth birthday was the best thing on the planet. Both girls were finally able to be together in the sunshine, open, on the beach and just hold hands and be together. There was no need to have to hide who they were or what they meant to one another. Her father and her young age had kind of hindered that but now she was a grown woman and she could see whomever she wanted. That was one thing Izzy loved about the legal age being eighteen. Her Natalie was now a legal adult and they could be together as a couple. The next few days were going to be amazing!

Now that they could finally be seen together it would be a way to upgrade their relationship and let everyone know that they were an item and both girls were off the market. Screw needing a man in your life when you had such an amazing girl that was just like you. One who would love you and care for you no matter what. That is what she felt with Natalie. This girl was safety and home, someone she wanted to be with at all times. Whether she knew it or not Natalie had this way of making people calm and relaxed around her.

A smirk played on her lips as she smelled the smell in the air. That was the small of passionate love making. Running her hand along the other girls tummy while she spoke she leaned in and then kissed it. “Mmm, they taught you very well then, but you’ll learn so much more from me.” Kissing up her belly and chest she gave her a soft kiss before smirking as she looked into the other girls eyes. “My little secret where your birthday dinner will be. I’m sure you’ll love it though. I do know before dinner we’re going to Dylan’s Candy Bar.” that was one of the best places in the city!

It was time to show her the dress she had made for her. It was a very tight dress and something she had worked long and hard on to get ready for her. It was something she was really proud of and she would be happy if Natalie loved it as much as she loved making it. Sitting on the bed she watched as she carefully opened up the box and saw the look in her eyes. A smile spread on her lips as she watched Natalie. “I should have! You’re my girl and I wanted you to have something very special from me. Unlike something that can be bought it came from my heart. I hope you love it.” She grinned and nodded her head. “I think we will be able to because I’m going to get my fill of you before we have to go.” She smirked and leaned forward and kissed her again. “I can’t wait to see everyone’s eyes when they see you in it.”